Friday, October 22, 2010

I Hope You Don't Think I'm Crazy - Part 2

Hi there. If you are here, this means one of two things. One, you read my blog post last night, and decided not to call a local doctor, as you deemed I was mentally SANE. Or two, you never read my blog post last night and you are reading this thinking "Where is Part 1, did I miss it?" or "What in sam-hell is she talking about?"

.... Well my friends, if you fall under category one, THANK YOU. I can't thank you enough for supporting the fact that I am not crazy. Well, not yet. Just wait until you see what's in store for you tonight in this blog. LOL, then you can determine my mental stability yet again. If you fall under category two, sorry you missed Part 1. That's right, you missed it. Sorry, that you have a life and I do not. Just kidding. However, I do feel obligated to provide you with a warning. (Man, if I could make words on this blog flash, it would be perfect. I would have placed a big fat warning sign right about............................... here! ...........................) Well, this is the WARNING, you will want to read Part 1 to fully understand and/or determine if I am sane before proceeding through the rest of this blog post. To read Part 1, click HERE.

Okay, so time for the ride. Please keep your hands and arms in the vehicle at all times and enjoy the ride. (Really, I haven't lost it, I'm just having fun.)

Last night, after completing Part 1 of this series, I began brainstorming what Part 2 was going to be like. I had it all figured out. It was going to be about the dreams I had during my pregnancy. The dreams, which were about my best friend from my childhood. Remember? She was the one that I mentioned in last nights post, and said more to come on her. Well folks, as my life goes, there has been a change in plans. That's right, the post for tonight is not going to be about my friend and the dreams I had of her. That topic will need to be in another part of this series. Instead, I must blog about this day and all of the "encounters" which occurred. (Okay, it sounds like I am about to talk about aliens, but that is not the case.)

Upon waking up this morning, late as normal, I thought about the fact that I spilled the beans last night about "the signs" I was receiving from Wyatt with regards to dates and times. I questioned whether or not I would continue to receive more of these "signs". Sitting here typing this, I actually find myself laughing at that fact that I even questioned such a thing. That was such a silly question, looking back on it now. That's right, today the signs were everywhere. I mean EVERYWHERE.

It started this morning. At ll:00 every Friday morning, my team joins a weekly huddle at work. (FYI - work's definition of a huddle is a meeting. Special terms used where I work, sorry.) Typically, we all walk down to a central location to join in the huddle, but today the leaders were doing a live demonstration, so we needed to dial-in and attend at our desks in order to view the demonstration. After being on the call for a bit, I happened to glance at the bottom of my computer screen. I saw it, like it had come to life and it was walking out of the screen. 11:11. I quickly said, "Look at the time!" My coworkers understood and starting laughing. One of them said, "OMG, look at the number of participants." We were screen sharing so we were able to see the number of people on the call. It was...... 111. The entire time, I was thinking, "No one is ever going to believe this. You have to get proof. This is just, weird." So here's your proof.

When I snapped the photo of the number of participants (111), it quickly turned to 112. Therefore, the photo is showing 112. But get this, when the number of participants changed, so did the time. It changed to 11:12. And others saw it too!

Next, around 1:30, I received a message from a friend, an old neighbor, telling me she needed to share something with me. My friend, Brianna, sent me an email explaining her lunch break today and what she experienced. This was part of her email:

"JUST NOW on my lunch break - I hopped in my car to run to Bed Bath and Beyond and Subway - I happened to notice that my odometer on my car was EXACTLY at 110,000 miles. I thought "well isn't that IRONIC" and then I remembered your post! (okay I have to admit I'm tearing up even as I type this, don't really know why ..). So, I took a picture figuring that I would share this with you when I got back to the office. But then something even weirder (is that a word?) happened - just as I pull into the parking lot back from my lunch break, I looked at the odometer again and, I kid you not, I had traveled EXACTLY 11 miles and it now reads 110,011. Once again, I took a picture because then I was thinking "Ive GOT to share this with Megan!"

She sent her photos for proof and has kindly allowed me to use them in this post. Please have a look for yourself, it clearly shows the 1's.

Okay, intermission......

So, (work term) pulse check..... Everyone still with me? Ya, hanging in? Is it getting deep out there? Have I lost anyone? Not yet.... Okay, great. We have just completed the first part of your ride. We are now moving on to the second part. Please continue to remained seated until the ride comes to a complete stop, as this part of the ride will have you shaking.........

Welcome back, I hope you enjoyed your brief break. Lets continue our ride.

Upon returning home from work today, I was explaining to Brian about my day. I told him about the meeting and read him the email from Brianna, showing him the photos as I read. Afterwards, Brian looked up at me and said, "I think my car is close to the same. I am going to go check, I'll be right back." Immediately, he came rushing back inside. He got my attention and said, "You aren't going to believe this." We quickly went back outside and right to his car. The odometer was showing three 1's. See for yourself:

We briefly had a moment, and then we had a long conversation. We discussed the fact that Wyatt is with us always and the fact that our son may be trying to show us or tell us something. We both got chills. Afterwards, we decided there had to be a meaning out there, someplace. So, since we are now in 2010, and no one uses encyclopedias anymore, the cart catalog is basically a thing of the past, and who actually has a library card anymore (doesn't everyone have Ipads now), I turned to the Internet to find answers to what the 1's could mean.

I found several sites that discussed the symbolism of 11:11, but most were just ridiculous, so ridiculous to the point that I couldn't even finish reading them. I came across Genesis 1:11. I read it, and found no correlation. Then, I came across a site that was rather interesting. I started to read the information aloud. Midway through, I was crying but still reading aloud. By the end of the article, I was speechless, one because I just found out that the 1's actually do have meaning, and two because there were things in the article (words that presented themselves) that I had encountered (here we go, aliens again, not really) earlier this week and last week. Then, I realized that in a way, Genesis 1:11 could actually correlate to this what this site was saying, just in a deeper sense.

So, is everyone okay?

What? Am I missing something? Oh, you want more? What was that? You want to know what the site said? Are you sure?

Okay.... here are a few excerpts from the site:
The Meaning of 11:11

If your attention has been drawn to clocks and watches at exactly 11:11, then read the following. Solara's and Uri's opinions: The endless reoccurrence of these hours 11:11, 11:01, 11:10, 10:01, 10:11, 10:10, 1:01 represents a positive connection and a gateway to the mysteries of the universe and beyond.

11:11 is a pre-encoded trigger placed into our cellular memory banks prior to our descent into matter which, when activated, signifies that our time of completion is near. This refers to the completion of duality. When the 11:11 appears to you, it is your wake-up call. A direct channel opens up between you and the Invisible. When this happens, it is time to reflect on whatever you are doing for a moment and Look Larger. A transfer is in position. You can enter the Greater Reality if you wish pray or meditate and seed your future and also, you can be seeded by the Invisible. You can ask for help in some specific area of your life or simply listen quietly and receive a revelation.

The 11.11 is the bridge our vitality and oneness. It is our pathway into the postive unknown and beyond.

The site is called Global Psychics Inc. and you can view the entire article by clicking here.

I still don't know if I fully believe it all, but come on, for four months this has been happening to me. If you stop and think about it, my son died inside me. His spirit was in me, as it left his body when he died. Maybe this all has something to do with the reason why I see all of the unique times and dates and today, all of the 1's. Maybe Part 1, was what was needed. It needed to be written so I could begin to receive the signs of the 1's and fully understand. I am not sure, but I am sure that this is not just Ironic. There is absolutely no irony in this at all.

I hope you are beginning to understand even better than you may have in Part 1. I do hope that you haven't begun to think I am crazy. Again, just remember, if crazy is something you are starting to think, please call a local doctor.

Okay passengers, I hope you enjoyed your ride. The vehicle is about to come to a complete stop. Please lift your lap bar and exit to the right of the vehicle. If you would like to ride again, you will need to get back in line and wait for the next available car, which will be back around sometime on Saturday. For now, enjoy your day, evening, night, early morning, whatever time it is where you are.


Michelle said...

You are not crazy. He IS showing you that he's here. :)

Hailey's Mom said...

Sorry I have never commented on much of your posts, but I do read ALL of them. Most make me cry! But I am loving these last 2 posts that you have written. I don't think you're crazy either. Ever since Hailey passed I have noticed the 1's a lot as well. Especially 11:11pm. It's very strange!
Another weird thing, is the night before Hailey passed away, I had a dream that she went into cardiac arrest and she left us. Then that morning the car in front of us on the way to the hospital had RIP on the license plate. That afternoon is when she passed away.
I think there are just these "things" that happen to let us know that everything is okay and that we are going to be okay.

Thank you for all your comments on my blog, I am not much of a blogger and commenter, but will be trying harder! Thinking of you!

Jessica said...

I read both posts and I don't think you're crazy :) I think that is pretty freaky. I myself have seen weird clock times like 5:55 and 11:11 (a ton) and 1:11 4:44 3:33 and so on... It's pretty weird. I would say it is definitely a sign :) (((hugs)))

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Wyatt's Mommie said...

Thank you to all for following. I appreciate your comments and the fact that you don't find me CRAZY. LOL

Much love to all!!!

Jennifer said...

I think this is crazy, fabulous, and i love it. Then on the other hand it saddens me. I feel like i never see signs. I guss i don't really look for them. But it would be nice to just have that feeling of ahhh I think that was Aiden. I see a dragon fly once in a while but I don't get that feeling of ... I guess happiness or warmth. i am so happy that you see ALL those signs from Wyatt james. Hang on to them and love every second of it my friend. Love ya- Jen

turtleohs said...

Wow, Those are amazing signs from Wyatt! That is the most bizarre thing. Maybe he's sending you a sign that good things are to come in 2011? :)

I'm excited to hear that you are hoping to start IVF again soon :)

NikiSteeves said...

i totally dont think you're crazy. as in NOT AT ALL. I ave never had any experiences with numbers however all of my daughters nurses called her tiny bird. And when she passed, a red bird showed up on my doorstep and stayed there until the first snow. In the spring it came back, it would fly away when I left home and return when I did. This bird stayed for years. Then I moved to west chicago, an hour from my previous home. I thought I lost my bird. until last spring when she came back to me. SHe sits on my deck or on top of my shed. I see her leave when I leave and return when I come home. WEIRD, but I have always thought it was Olivia

ziggydaz said...

This is insane! Numbers? OMG it's 11:11am!!! OMG it's 11:11pm!! Twice in one day!! Must be a sign!! Yeah, it is..............numbers tell us things!! Like MILEAGE!! or the TIME OF DAY!!

Seriously get psychiatric help to help you deal with these issues of loss you are feeling because just trying to validate your behavior by making up fantasies and ghost stories rather then face your loss head on isn't helping you actually get over it. Losing a child is terrible but time heals all wounds and you just keeping it open with this blog isn't helping you. It's great you've taken an interest in helping others with this problem but one must get through their own issues before they can truly help others. I found your blog and was enthralled at the craziness of your posts and while I don't mean to offend, you need to seek professional help.

Take care

Wyatt's Mommie said...

@ Ziggydaz -
You know what, this is my blog, my life, my feelings, my thoughts, my opinions. I don't want yours. There are articles out there that back up the fact that these things are real. Television shows also. If you don't believe it then guess what, fuck you. I would love to delete your comment, but I won't. I want the rest of the BLM community to see what a bitch you are.
Question for you, have you ever lost your child?
Also, this blog is not meant to help others you are clearly fucking stupid. This blog is my voyage down the path of grievance you ignorant bitch.
Don't ever post another comment on this blog.
Don't tell me to take care, like you care either.

Donna said...

Listen Megan, this person created a fake username to write to you, so that alone should explain the type of person you are dealing with... A coward who can't even use a real name. People like this find the need to make everyone as miserable as they are. If 11:11 is your sign from Wyatt, why should it matter to anyone else? Of course it is the time of day, but to you, it's so much more and that is how you get through each day, seeing something that has you think of your little man.
One day at a time and remember, there are evil people out there, they creep face book and blogs to spread their negativity.... sad but true, If anything....feel sorry for them!

Jennifer said...

I am SO F'ing pissed off. Are you kidding me. What the hell is wrong this person. That Z ASS WAGON can go fuck her self. OMG if i know who she was and where she lived. Ohhh so pissed at her. If she know how had it is to lose a baby she would shut her freaking mouth.
Megan I love you and you keep blogging about whatever the hell you want.

Michelle said...

"It's great you've taken an interest in helping others with this problem but one must get through their own issues before they can truly help others."

Yeah, so...when do you plan on working through your obvious issues that include berating a childless mother because you have nothing better to do with your little, pathetic life?

And please, I BEG of you to come over to my blog and leave a few comments. :)

Whittney Tomczyk said...

I second Michelle's comment. I DARE her to come to my blog and leave me a comment. And you know what? If you're crazy Megan, then so are all of us, and I would take being part of this crazy group than her "sane" group any day of my life. Unreal.