Today marks 29 weeks and 1 day gestation for little Nolan James. Today is a milestone, for 29 weeks and 1 day is the length of time for which I carried Wyatt. June 4, 2010 marked 29 weeks and 1 day of Wyatt's pregnancy. That was the same day that the surgery was performed. The surgery that proved to be unsuccessful.
I started thinking of how today is a special day for Nolan's pregnancy, as it was the last day of Wyatt's pregnancy. But I found myself not able to look beyond this point. For tomorrow may be different, but today I just couldn't do it.
Nolan was quiet today, he didn't move very much. Was it because he wanted me to remember Wyatt? Maybe he knew that today was a somber mark. Whatever it was, his mood mirrored mine or maybe mine mirrored his.
Tomorrow will bring new feelings, as I haven't ever carried a baby beyond 29 weeks and 1 day. I never really experienced a full term pregnancy. I find it ironic that we have an ultrasound, our third, to see Nolan tomorrow. Tomorrow, the same tomorrow for which I never had with Wyatt. Maybe it was all meant to unfold this way. Whatever the reason, tomorrow we will be able to see our second son at 29 weeks and 2 days, and we are excited for this tomorrow!