A letter to my son....

My dearest Wyatt,

Today is December 6, six months since the day I delivered you.  You should be here son, you really should be.  It is so very hard for me to write this letter to you because I want you to just be here in my arms, here so I can kiss you and hug you.  Instead, I look to the sky and I pray that you hear me talk to you.  I pray that you feel my love and that you understand that I love you so very much. 

If I could have made things different, baby, I would have.  I would have given anything to have you stay with Daddy and I.  It has taken a long time but I know that you are healthier and happier there with God.  I know that you aren't suffering and I understand it was your time to return. 

There are so many things I would love to tell you.  But since I can't, I just want you to know just how much Daddy and I love you.  We love you to the moon and back baby boy.  We love you with every beat of our hearts.  For as long as we live, you will be remembered and cherished. 

When the day arrives that Daddy and I can meet you again, I will be in my glory.  Until then son, we have to live apart.  Please continue to send me your signs and show me your love.  I promise you will never leave the warmth of my heart. 

I wish you were here for me to tell you this, but one day I will be able to tell you it all.  I love you child, I love you with all my heart.  You will always be my first born, my first son.  You will always hold the most special place in my heart.  I hope you look down on Daddy and I and feel the love.

We love you, Wyatt.  We will always love you.  Happy six month angelversary, baby boy. 

Love you so very very much,
Mom